99 Days!

Can't believe I'm saying this today... 99 days to go until my estimated due date!!

Where I'm standing today seems so, so different than the place I was in last November. I had a hard time, then, believing I'd ever make it to this point. I had lost all confidence in my body and its ability to do what it's supposed to do. I felt weathered, hopeless, and like a failure.

Today, looking at the marvelous things that are going on, I find my self constantly in a state of shock and awe. I'm DOING this. I'm physically helping this little person to grow and develop, so that when he is good and ready, he can make his mark on the world.